What Came First, the Hypno or the Egg?

This blog post will be a bit different, in that this is directed specifically to you, the trans woman who sometimes questions her validity in her transition, since you've done so much of your transition under the effects of hypnosis.

There is a whole genre of files of feminization, sissification, bimbofication... whatever you want to call it.

And there is a whole subgenre of... "deer" files.

I will not be calling out the files by name, since I don't want to send traffic that way, but I do want to talk about them, since they are extremely relevant to this topic.

Before I go further: I imply no shame for listening to these files. I have My opinions on their safety and lack thereof, but since I've not done a real deep dive, I cannot say that I am an expert on the topic.

All I can do here is acknowledge their existence and discuss the implications in so many women's lives.

Regardless of which files you listened to, whether they be the "deer" files or a simple "act more feminine for ten minutes after this trance" sort of thing, you listened to something that you feel led you down a path of questioning and gender queering.

But here's the thing.

You listened to that first file.

You turned it on, sat down with your headphones, and listened.

You were curious.

Do you remember how you felt the first time you listened?

I cannot speak for your experience, of course, but I'd venture to guess that it was more than just a sexual excitement.

Yes, some people do have a "sissification" fetish (something I personally don't condone, the mocking-up of femininity by a cis man in a demeaning way).

But I don't think that your average run-of-the-mill cis male would be brought to a full-on transition to a woman if he listened to just one good file. Or even three. Or five.

And I don't think your average run-of-the-mill cis male - even with a sissification fetish - would find relief in the files, I think they'd just be finding sexual gratification.

So, while I can't speak for your journey... I can speak for the hypnosis and its effects.

While, yes, hypnosis can make you do things you may not originally want with time and much expended effort, it is unlikely for such an occurrence to happen without someone else forcing it for you.

As I said in the other blog post, hypnosis affecting you to the point of changing a deep truth that you've held for a while... unless you've had that doubt for a while, somewhere in your subconscious mind, it's extremely unlikely that it just spontaneously happened with a few listens to a few files... even if those files happen to be "deer" files.

You're valid.

Your journey is valid.

So to answer the question in the blog title: Someone had to listen to that hypno... Someone had to press play. And that someone is the egg.